About Me


I do remember what I asked for. A lego Star Wars: The Clone Wars LA-AT. Never got it...
Picture of me at the orphange

Me age 24
My name is Miller or some call me Suki (Sue - Key). I was born on June 10, 2000 in Guangzhou, China. I was an orphan there until I was adopted by my now family in 2007. I mainly grew up in the Grand Haven area in Michigan, where I graduated at Grand Haven High School in 2019. I'm typically reserved and spend quite a bit in my head (for better or worse). Typically you'd read about the author's hobbies, childhood memories, etc. Gonna be honest, I rather talk about something more important. There was one motive that always drove me, which was to simply understand. To understand people, why they do what they do, our emotions, how the world works. The single biggest question for everyone is "What's the purpose of life? My life?". Now I'm not trying to scare you about the impending death that awaits. Everyone will die; at some point... What I want to emphasize is how we really handle that knowledge. I think most people are in this boat of "I still have plenty of time", or you don't really acknowledge it. It's not that you think "I won't die so I have all the time in the world", but it's rather avoiding it completely. When you avoid it, whether you want to acknowledge it or not. In a way you do think you'll live "forever", so you put off doing this "thing" or chasing your dream. You do have tomorrow right? Haven't we all said that before? How many things do we regret not doing because we might fail? Yet we'll never know if it would've worked instead. This is REALLY cliche to read about, but doesn't that give it more meaning? That so many people came to the same conclusion? That we can be told many things that's important, but we don't really take it to heart? It goes in one ear out the next. It isn't truly till it has directly affected our lives that we "get it". How many times have you heard from people close to dying "to cherish every moment you have". To think about death isn't to scare you, but to reveal truly what matters.